dear readers, sorry for the hiatus...
i'm mentally and physically drained, my mcDreamy Rayhan is undergoing treatment for dengue. plus my little Diva Iman kena flu. sangat penat!!! iman lak clingy jer,gerammmmm!!!! i letak dia nangis, bg tidur pun x nak, berpuluh kali angkat n letak setiap hari... arghhhhh!!!!
sekarang hati terbakar!!!!!!!!!
i'm a housewife,penat jaga anak2, do chores, taking care of hubby needs etc... tp pada satu hari pada bulan ramadhan ini, hubby buat saya marah sampai nak cry out loud! perkara itu kecil je,tp hati kecil ini tetap terasa sedih.
begini ceritanya.... i penat menjaga anak sakit,buat kerja rumah sambil dukung iman dlm babysling (bayangkan), kelam kabut nak cook 4 breakfasting. tangan bergerak dah macam octopus,buat banyak kerja dalam satu masa.
bila tiba waktu berbuka,hubby pun makan (i x makan sebab dodoikan iman yang merengek,tp badan dah bergegar kelaparan,walaupun i x puasa sebab period,i x makan sebab x sempat nak menjamah makanan, ditambah pulak dengan breastfeeding lg). pastu dia boleh complain the fish that i fried was too dry (goreng too dry,he complain... goreng medium rare pun complain....) gerammm!!!!
pastu entah kenapa lately dia tak banyak tolong i jaga kids n buat chores (sebab puasa kot). i penat sangat okeh! i bukan duduk rumah tidur tau! a wife can go to work and at the same time kena juggle and manage the children, household chores etc... but i dont think a husband can do the same! (well,mungkin ada tp x ramai yg begitu)
hati terbakar!!!!!
i bukan sengaja nak buka aib suami tp harap suami2 di luar sana agar jadi prihatin sikit!
5 comments:
sbr ye kak..
Time ni bersyukur sgt sbb tak de laki
Phuuuuui..... panas betul bunyinya. Itulah ujian..cobaaaan. kata P. Ramlee. I can imagine how kelamkabut and letih u must be when the kids are restless and irritable. Try playing nice soft music to the kids, even while sleeping, so that certain songs (for you to identify through their reaction) can become like a pacifier to them, make them calm and sleepy.As for the ikan goreng, try frying them with margarine to make them crisp yet soft. I'm sure your hubby will like it that way ( like all the soft and smooth aspects of matrimony, hehehe).
Finally, Mummy Anne, you might be boiling inside but never let your voice show it. If things get too much let him see you cry softly, without complaining. Mungkin dia akan datang memujuk you. The tears of love for the kids will certainly soften the hardest of souls. Best of luck to you and selamat berpuasa.
nusha,thank u for ur concern... i hope u ll enjoy reading my stories in my blog.
si yoyop, haih ada laki susah... xda laki pon susah!
dear reader, thank you for your words of encouragement. i know there is no guidelines/manuals or standard operating procedures in raising our kids. i'll try my best to hang in there. kesabaran ibu tiada tandingan kan.. insyaAllah ada ganjaran Allah bg d kemudian hari.
keje harian di rumah lg penat di opis kan.. pastu hbby balik nak makan sedap,umah terurus, ank dijaga rapi.. ngn alasan die berkerja dan kite dok umah.. padahal jaga baby sgt penat, sentiasa kene dpn mata jer.. kejap tido kejap bgn.. sgt letih.. nk msak pon terganggu2.. kite nk mkn pon kkdg mmg xsempat terlalu bizi sampai snggup thn lapar... lelaki kenapa susah sgt nak faham yer..
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